Beautymark

Beautymark
By

Varo Borja

The razor’s edge is crystalline diamond

Shaped exit wounds and the scent of gun

Powder my face for you don’t you love

My new dress stained from our last encounter

We fucked on the beer scented sofa and

You asked to marry me with sentimental sirens

In the night the police took you away on

My birthday I’m twenty one and dangerous

Summers eve by the pond oh no you promised

Not to hit me again I’m dying for the back

Of your hand and your dick in my

Face I was a teenage suicide girl anachronistic

Death face my makeup is running

For the door I’m pregnant with longing

For a man to tell me he’s real

Life doesn’t come in Barbie doll wrappers

And bubblegum fantasies mommy can’t

Take the hurt away and all I want

Is lovely come lately

To my funeral fucked up Fantasia

Bloody valentine’s heart heated

Cum and lollipop suckers and

Strawberry smothered

Kisses behind the bleachers

Of the High School Hades

Wrought for my wedding

Bedding down with the boy

With the baseball cap turned

Upside down my life

Reflects the reality

Of abuse and nail marks

On the back of angelic

Dead heroes home from the war

In candy caskets love died with Johnny

In the abortion clinic and the souls

Taken out with the afternoon

Trash bleached white as the snow

Virginal dialogues with the whore

Of my past I’m waiting for you baby don’t you

Love me?